Deja Vu All Over Again....

Today marks Radiation Treatment # 13. After today, I'll just have 2 more treatments to go. Today is also the day I broke down and shaved my head again. I was hoping to hang on to most of my hair this time, but unfortunately, radiation won. My hair started falling out on Wednesday last week, and never stopped or slowed down, really. When I showered, clumps, handfuls, would fall out and cling to me. When I rested my head on something, invariably, hair would stick to pillows, headwraps, scarves, blankets. My scalp is also so tender that even resting my head on a pillow, or something "soft," hurt so much.

The one silver lining - the very sweet lady who shaved my hair this morning. She was super gentle with the clippers, she gave me a temporary mohawk just for laughs, and she rinsed my head with warm water for me when she was done. I was really upset to have to shave my head AGAIN, but she really did make it as fun/silly as she could have.

I've been working through the radiation treatments, and while many of the really annoying symptoms (dizziness, blurry vision) went away after the first few sessions, the fatigue was just beginning. I am really tired, all the time now. Even more than before, I think. I sleep when I am not at work, at appointments. If I am fortunate to complete a task, like baking a cake last week, I almost immediately need a nap. I slept most of this weekend.

Luckily, I have today off work. I *would* have tomorrow off, as well, but since we're having our Thanksgiving at work, and I am on the committee (perfect timing, right?) I *have* to be there tomorrow. I'm trying to rest as much as possible today, so that I can at least fake a decent mood tomorrow... and through the rest of the week.

Wish me luck.